What do you wish for ? What are you expectations in life? What is holding you back? My wish today is for your happiness, your health , you to feel loved beyond measure. I want you to know you are worth it , you are enough , don't let anyone steal that joy that you've given to so many , keep sharing yourself, give yourself away. Expectations can me out of line with life. What I expect and what I receive can be so different in perspective. Life has a way of hitting us with blow after blow, in one aspect we feel safe and secure than that is pulled from us like a rug under our feet , and in a blink of an eye it's gone . Security is no more, where is your security , where do you place it ?

Are you insecure, do you need to act out to have people notice you so that you can feel loved ? some people in your life that you've let go have loved you beyond the circumstances of the insecurity. you know why because they loved you deeply , they didn't care about the tales or stories they loved you with their whole heart , soul and mind and wanted the best for you . Still you turn them away , but still they love you and pray for you .... and have that desire of a relationship with you . Miss you ....I hope someday you get what you are seeking , in reality because life is short , not stable, unlovable , so grab on to those who want to love you , who want to be that friend, when you fall they are there to pick you up, don't say something to someone and than walk away ~ hearts hurt ~ I thank God I have forgiving heart. for he forgave me , the grace he gives for me to love regardless of the circumstances in my life .....I wish you well my friend....I'm still hopeful someday ..